:P

So yeah.

That once a day thing?

Didn't really last.

But I'm procrastinating as much as possible right now, so I figured I might as well return to this.  Why am I procrastinating?  I have a Bio exam I'm supposed to be studying for.  And I just have this feeling of complete... disconnection.  I know it's important to do well on this, because if I don't, I won't be coming back to BYU.  Not by choice, I've just screwed up too much in the past and there's no more room for more.  But I just don't feel it.  I had this same problem towards the end of last semester.  It is way too early to be feeling like this.

Tired.

I'm homesick.

College's hard.

But I need to suck it up.  Because in general, my life really isn't that hard.  There are people who would love to have had the life that I have.  Not really crap, but not exactly amazing either.

And that's what's killing me.