So yeah.
That once a day thing?
Didn't really last.
But I'm procrastinating as much as possible right now, so I figured I might as well return to this. Why am I procrastinating? I have a Bio exam I'm supposed to be studying for. And I just have this feeling of complete... disconnection. I know it's important to do well on this, because if I don't, I won't be coming back to BYU. Not by choice, I've just screwed up too much in the past and there's no more room for more. But I just don't feel it. I had this same problem towards the end of last semester. It is way too early to be feeling like this.
Tired.
I'm homesick.
College's hard.
But I need to suck it up. Because in general, my life really isn't that hard. There are people who would love to have had the life that I have. Not really crap, but not exactly amazing either.
And that's what's killing me.
